04月07日 一年的第098天 筆者:黃哲輝牧師
讀經:撒下13-15章
第13章主要在講:「大衛兒子,押沙龍殺暗嫩」。
1.大衛的兒子押沙龍,有美貌的妹妹,名叫他瑪,大衛的兒子暗嫩愛她,約拿達為人狡猾,就叫暗嫩裝病叫他瑪到他的房裡,作烤餅給他吃,暗嫩玷辱他瑪,與他同寢,之後又把她趕出去,押沙龍就恨惡暗嫩,2.過了二年,押沙龍就請大衛派暗嫩和眾子,去幫忙剪羊毛,趁著暗嫩飲酒,殺了他,3.押沙龍逃到基述王那裡,住了三年,大衛心裡切切想念押沙龍。
◎心得分享:大衛的犯罪,導致他兒子的犯罪,兄妹亂倫,兄弟自相殘殺,這就是神說的:「刀劍禍患攻擊」,雖然上帝已經原諒大衛,但是犯罪可不是認罪,就可以解決了,上帝的管教不會馬上消失,除非我們,付上代價,真正認識到犯罪的可怕,管教才會停止。
第14章主要在講:「大衛召回押沙龍」。
1.約押知道大衛的心事,就派婦人說服大衛讓押沙龍回來,王就答應讓他回來,只是不能見王的面,足有兩年,2.押沙龍打發人,去叫約押去見王,約押不肯來,第二次還是不肯來,押沙龍就打發人去放火燒了約押的田,3.約押來見押沙龍,帶他去見王,大衛與押沙龍親嘴,原諒了他。
◎心得分享:作父親的心,面對兒子的相殘,實在不是很難一下子平息,有兩年大衛沒有見押沙龍,後來還是原諒押沙龍,大衛心中的矛盾是可想而知的,因為再怎樣不好的兒子,總是自己的兒子。
第15章主要在講:「押沙龍叛亂,大衛逃亡」。
1.押沙龍到城門口,積極處理伸訴爭訟的案子,暗中得了以色列人的心,2.滿了四年押沙龍請求大衛,讓他到希伯崙,大衛同意,押沙龍到了就了希伯崙獻祭,在希伯崙作王,將大衛的謀士亞希多弗請來,叛逆氣勢甚大,人民日漸增多,3.以色列人的心歸向押沙龍,大衛就起來逃走,有人將亞希多弗也在叛當之中,大衛向神禱告,使亞希多弗的計謀,大衛派他的朋友戶篩進城,當臥底投效押沙龍,押沙龍進了耶路撒冷。
◎心得分享:押沙龍用自己的努力作了國王,大大方方的進入耶路撒冷,坐上他父親大衛的位子,他的王位,是用強奪來的,不是順服神,而得來的王位,雖然他得到許多民心,也得到像「諸葛亮」一樣的好軍師亞希多弗,按著人的想法,他可以順利作王很久,事實上不然,因為「人算不如神算」,因為「若不是耶和華建造,建造的人也枉然勞力」。
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"God forbid that I should glory, save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom the world is crucified unto me, and I unto the world."(Gal. 6:14)
THEY were living to themselves; self with its hopes, and promises and dreams, still had hold of them; but the Lord began to fulfill their prayers. They had asked for contrition, and had surrendered for it to be given them at any cost, and He sent them sorrow; they had asked for purity, and He sent them thrilling anguish; they had asked to be meek, and He had broken their hearts; they had asked to be dead to the world, and He slew all their living hopes; they had asked to be made like unto Him, and He placed them in the furnace, sitting by "as a refiner and purifier of silver," until they should reflect His image; they had asked to lay hold of His cross, and when He had reached it to them it lacerated their hands.
They had asked they knew not what, nor how, but He had taken them at their word, and granted them all their petitions. They were hardly willing to follow Him so far, or to draw so night to Him. They had upon them an awe and fear, as Jacob at Bethel, or Eliphaz in the night visions, or as the apostles when they thought that they had seen a spirit, and knew not that it was Jesus. They could almost pray Him to depart from them, or to hide His awfulness. They found it easier to obey than to suffer, to do than to give up, to bear the cross than to hang upon it. But they cannot to back, for they have come too near the unseen cross, and its virtues have pierced too deeply within them. He is fulfilling to them His promise, "And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me" (John 12:32).
But now at last their turn has come. Before, they had only heard of the mystery, but now they feel it. He has fastened on them His look of love, as He did on Mary and Peter, and they can but choose to follow.
Little by little, from time to time, by fitting gleams, the mystery of His cross shines out upon them. They behold Him lifted up, they gaze on the glory which rays from the wounds of His holy passion; and as they gaze they advance, and are changed into His likeness, and His name shines out throught them, for He dwells in them. They live alone with Him above, in unspeakable fellowship; willing to lack what others own (and what they might have had), and to be unlike all, so that they are only like Him.
Such, are they in all ages, "who follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth."
Had they chosen for themselves, or their friends chosen for them, they would have chosen otherwise. They would have been brighter here, but less glorious in His Kingdom. They would have had Lot's portion, not Abraham's. If they had halted anywhere-if God had taken off His hand and let them stray back-what would they not have lost? What forfeits in the resurrection?
But He stayed them up, even against themselves. Many a time their foot had well night slipped; but He in mercy held them up. Now, even in this life, they know that all He did was done well. It was good to suffer here, that they might reign hereafter; to bear the cross below, for they shall wear the crown above; and that not their will but His was done on them and in them.
-Anonymous.
基督曾說過:「我心柔和謙卑,你們當學我的樣式,這樣你們心裏就必得享安息。」這兒有雙重的真理,有忍耐、溫柔、謙卑和與神和好的美德,這與傚法基督或信靠祂有相同的意義;同時因著你有這些美德,可以完全脫離亞當墮落的本性而有信靠主高尚的行為。
連帶而有的福份,是因著脫離罪惡和對基督初步信仰、期望,受基督忍耐、溫柔、謙卑和與神和好的靈引導並管理;當你具有這些德性,你的生命就有目的,是真理和生命的基督才會在你裏面,你不再掌權,而是基督在你裏面活著。除非你願在忍耐、溫柔、謙卑和與神和好裏治死老我,否則神聖愛的靈,因無立足之地而不能在你裏面產生;而當你又為不忍耐、驕傲所困擾之際,馬上完全捨己,求神施恩幫助。當你遇到難處就促使與神親近,最能使你忍耐接受神的幫助,我們對神有多少信心和期望就可得多少的啟示。
「這些雖然很簡短,但是真正確的教義,使我們因賜下的救恩而真正完全順服神的啟示下,也真正宣告承認三而一的真神。」現在願你有個思想:完全將我的心靈獻上,單單尋求救恩,直接藉著溫柔、謙卑、忍耐和與神和好的力量,使我的生命有屬天的德性。
「並且要作這更大的事,因為我往父那裡去。」約翰福音十四章12節
祈禱不是叫我們適於那偉大的工作;祈禱本身就是偉大的工作。我們以為祈禱,是叫我們得到較高的能力,去應付神的工作。但按照耶穌基督的眼光看,祈禱是我本已救贖的奇蹟,藉著神的能力,同時也是別人救贖的奇蹟。結果子之方法,是祈禱,但須記取的,這種祈禱是建立在救贖的痛苦,不是建立於我的痛苦。一個小孩能獲得祈禱的答覆,一個聰明人反而得不著。
你無論在那裡祈禱總是一種戰爭。不管神製造環境的方法怎樣,本分就是祈禱。切不可如此作想──「我所在的地方,不見得有用;」因為你不在的地方,你必沒有有用。無論神安排你在那裡,祈禱,常常向祂祈禱。「你們若奉我的名求甚麼,我必成就。」(約十四13)我們不肯祈禱,我們得不著奮興,就不肯祈禱,那就是靈性自私的極度形態。我們要依照神的指導而勞動,但祂指導我們的是祈禱,「所以你們當求莊稼的主,打發工人出去,收祂的莊稼。
通常的工人對於工作,是沒有興奮的,但是成功通常是工作勞作出來的;同樣基督的概念,沒有那些勞苦的聖徒是不會發現的。你慇勤祈禱,從神的立場看,是無時不發生效果的。當帕子揭開,一種說不出的驚奇必然發現,你可以看出你是慣於接受耶穌基督的命令的,已經為祂收穫了不少的靈魂。
「……亞伯拉罕信神……」羅馬書四章3節
亞伯拉罕的信心是向著神本身的,他認識帶領他的神,所以他對神有絕對的信心。
亞伯拉罕一生的秘訣在於他與神的友誼。他所認識的神是一位偉大、良善、信實的朋友。無怪乎他能聽神的話,從他自身所愛的本家本族出來,走向一條未知的道路。
除了信靠神的話語,我們是否已學會把自己全然交給神呢?神有無限的愛及力量,祂是與我們立約的主並永遠的好朋友。
經上告訴我們,亞伯拉罕因著信心而榮耀了神。最能榮耀神的辦法,乃是讓世人看見神是誰,以及祂的大能力。神並不希望藉著我們所能做的事,讓世人知道祂能做什麼;神也不用那些有乖謬性格的器皿。相反的,祂一直在找尋那些謙卑的人,並用這些人在世世代代中榮耀祂。