04月29日 一年的第120天 筆者:黃哲輝牧師
讀經:詩055-057篇
第55章主要在講:「大衛面對知己同伴攻擊祈禱詞」。一.求你留心聽我的禱告,不要隱藏不聽我的懇求!二.求你側耳聽我,應允我。我哀歎不安,發聲唉哼,1.因仇敵的聲音,2.惡人的欺壓;3.因他們將罪孽加在我身上,發怒氣逼迫我。4.我心甚是疼痛;死的驚惶臨到歸到我身;漫過了我。5.我說:A.但願我有翅膀像鴿子,我就飛去,得享安息。B. 我必遠遊,宿在曠野。C.我必速速逃到避所,脫離狂風暴雨。三.主求你吞滅他們,變亂他們的舌頭!1.因我在城中見了強暴爭競的事。2.他們在城牆上晝夜繞行;在城內也有罪孽和奸惡。邪惡在其中;欺壓和詭詐不離街市。3.你原與我平等,是我的同伴,是我知己的朋友!我們素常彼此談論,以為甘甜;我們與群眾在神的殿中同行,你卻辱罵我,向我狂大(12-14),願死亡忽然臨到他們!願他們活活地下入陰間!因為他們的住處,他們的心中,都是邪惡。四.至於我,我要求告神;耶和華必拯救我。1.我要晚上、早晨、晌午哀聲悲歎;他也必聽我的聲音。2.他救贖我命脫離攻擊我的人,使我得享平安,因為與我相爭的人甚多。A.那沒有更變、不敬畏神的人,從太古常存的神必聽見而苦待他。B.他背了約,伸手攻擊與他和好的人。C.他的口如奶油光滑,他的心卻懷著爭戰;D.他的話比油柔和,其實是拔出來的刀。3.要把你重擔卸給耶和華,神必撫養你;永不叫義人動搖。4.神啊,你必使惡人下入滅亡的坑;流人血、行詭詐的人必活不到半世,5.但我要倚靠你。
◎心得分享:(大衛的訓誨詩,交與伶長。用絲弦的樂器。)大衛的痛苦,是知己同伴的辱罵攻擊,這種痛不只是外在,而是內心痛,知己同伴的傷害,是最厲害的,因為知道如何傷我們,大衛面對這種痛,用禱告來面對。
第56章主要在講:「大衛被抓被關的禱告禱」。
一.神啊,求你憐憫我,詩56:1
1.因人終日攻擊欺壓要把我吞了。詩56:1
我的仇敵終日要把我吞了,因逞驕傲攻擊我的人甚多。
2.我懼怕的時候要倚靠你。詩56:2
3.我倚靠神,我要讚美他的話;
我倚靠神,必不懼怕。血氣之輩能把我怎麼樣呢?
4.他們終日顛倒我的話;他們一切的心思都是要害我。詩56:5
5.他們聚集,埋伏窺探我的腳蹤,等候要害我的命。詩56:6
他們豈能因罪孽逃脫麼?詩56:7
二.神啊,求你在怒中使眾民墮落!我幾次流離,你都記數;詩56:8
三.求你把我眼淚裝在你的皮袋裏。這不都記在你冊子上麼?
1.我呼求的日子,我的仇敵都要轉身退後。神幫助我,這是我所知道的。
2.我倚靠神,我要讚美他的話;我倚靠耶和華,我要讚美他的話。詩56:10
我倚靠神,必不懼怕。人能把我怎麼樣呢?詩56:11
3.神啊,我向你所許的願在我身上;我要將感謝祭獻給你。詩56:12
4.因為你救我的命脫離死亡。你豈不是救護我的腳不跌倒、使我在生命光中行在神面前麼?詩56:13
◎心得分享:(非利士人在迦特拿住大衛。那時,他作這金詩,交與伶長。調用遠方無聲鴿。)英雄也有落難時,大衛曾經殺死的「巨人哥利亞」,就是迦特人,而如今又落在迦特地,可想而知的是恐懼與死亡的陰影,一直伴隨著他,他依靠神向神禱告,並大聲說:「我倚靠神,必不懼怕。血氣之輩能把我怎麼樣呢?」,是的!依靠神的人,必不懼怕,雖然他心中還是會怕,但是他會像保羅說的一樣:「神若幫助我們,誰能抵擋我們呢?」(羅8:31),我們真正要怕的是上帝,不是環境,不是人。
第57章主要在講:「大衛在危難山洞的禱告詞」。
一. 神啊,求你憐憫我,憐憫我!詩57:1
1.因為我的心投靠你。我要投靠在你翅膀的蔭下,等到災害過去。詩57:1
2.我要求告至高的神,就是為我成全諸事的神。詩57:2
3.那要吞我的人辱罵我的時候,神從天上必施恩救我,也必向我發出慈愛和誠實。詩57:3
4.我的性命在獅子中間;我躺臥在性如烈火的世人當中。他們的牙齒是槍、箭;他們的舌頭是快刀。詩57:4
二. 神啊,願你崇高過於諸天!願你的榮耀高過全地!詩57:5
他們為我的腳設下網羅,壓制我的心;他們在我面前挖了坑,自己反掉在其中。詩57:6
三.神啊,我心堅定,我心堅定;我要唱詩,我要歌頌!詩57:7
1我的靈啊,你當醒起!琴瑟啊,你們當醒起!我自己要極早醒起!.詩57:8
2.主啊,我要在萬民中稱謝你,在列邦中歌頌你!詩57:9
3.因為,你的慈愛高及諸天;你的誠實達到穹蒼。詩57:10
4.神啊,願你崇高過於諸天!願你的榮耀高過全地!詩57:11
◎心得分享:(大衛逃避掃羅,藏在洞裏。那時,他作這金詩,交與伶長。調用休要毀壞。),如果我是大衛,心臟一定受不了跳出來,大衛躲在山洞,掃羅也跟著進入山洞,按人看這不是「死定了嗎?」,但是大衛卻是向神禱告,求神憐憫拯救,向神讚美:「神啊,願你崇高過於諸天!願你的榮耀高過全地!」,整個事件背後,其實是最偉大的導演「上帝」的刻意安排,當然沒有上帝的同意,「看起來是死定了,其實是死不了」。
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"God forbid that I should glory, save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom the world is crucified unto me, and I unto the world."(Gal. 6:14)
THEY were living to themselves; self with its hopes, and promises and dreams, still had hold of them; but the Lord began to fulfill their prayers. They had asked for contrition, and had surrendered for it to be given them at any cost, and He sent them sorrow; they had asked for purity, and He sent them thrilling anguish; they had asked to be meek, and He had broken their hearts; they had asked to be dead to the world, and He slew all their living hopes; they had asked to be made like unto Him, and He placed them in the furnace, sitting by "as a refiner and purifier of silver," until they should reflect His image; they had asked to lay hold of His cross, and when He had reached it to them it lacerated their hands.
They had asked they knew not what, nor how, but He had taken them at their word, and granted them all their petitions. They were hardly willing to follow Him so far, or to draw so night to Him. They had upon them an awe and fear, as Jacob at Bethel, or Eliphaz in the night visions, or as the apostles when they thought that they had seen a spirit, and knew not that it was Jesus. They could almost pray Him to depart from them, or to hide His awfulness. They found it easier to obey than to suffer, to do than to give up, to bear the cross than to hang upon it. But they cannot to back, for they have come too near the unseen cross, and its virtues have pierced too deeply within them. He is fulfilling to them His promise, "And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me" (John 12:32).
But now at last their turn has come. Before, they had only heard of the mystery, but now they feel it. He has fastened on them His look of love, as He did on Mary and Peter, and they can but choose to follow.
Little by little, from time to time, by fitting gleams, the mystery of His cross shines out upon them. They behold Him lifted up, they gaze on the glory which rays from the wounds of His holy passion; and as they gaze they advance, and are changed into His likeness, and His name shines out throught them, for He dwells in them. They live alone with Him above, in unspeakable fellowship; willing to lack what others own (and what they might have had), and to be unlike all, so that they are only like Him.
Such, are they in all ages, "who follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth."
Had they chosen for themselves, or their friends chosen for them, they would have chosen otherwise. They would have been brighter here, but less glorious in His Kingdom. They would have had Lot's portion, not Abraham's. If they had halted anywhere-if God had taken off His hand and let them stray back-what would they not have lost? What forfeits in the resurrection?
But He stayed them up, even against themselves. Many a time their foot had well night slipped; but He in mercy held them up. Now, even in this life, they know that all He did was done well. It was good to suffer here, that they might reign hereafter; to bear the cross below, for they shall wear the crown above; and that not their will but His was done on them and in them.
-Anonymous.
基督曾說過:「我心柔和謙卑,你們當學我的樣式,這樣你們心裏就必得享安息。」這兒有雙重的真理,有忍耐、溫柔、謙卑和與神和好的美德,這與傚法基督或信靠祂有相同的意義;同時因著你有這些美德,可以完全脫離亞當墮落的本性而有信靠主高尚的行為。
連帶而有的福份,是因著脫離罪惡和對基督初步信仰、期望,受基督忍耐、溫柔、謙卑和與神和好的靈引導並管理;當你具有這些德性,你的生命就有目的,是真理和生命的基督才會在你裏面,你不再掌權,而是基督在你裏面活著。除非你願在忍耐、溫柔、謙卑和與神和好裏治死老我,否則神聖愛的靈,因無立足之地而不能在你裏面產生;而當你又為不忍耐、驕傲所困擾之際,馬上完全捨己,求神施恩幫助。當你遇到難處就促使與神親近,最能使你忍耐接受神的幫助,我們對神有多少信心和期望就可得多少的啟示。
「這些雖然很簡短,但是真正確的教義,使我們因賜下的救恩而真正完全順服神的啟示下,也真正宣告承認三而一的真神。」現在願你有個思想:完全將我的心靈獻上,單單尋求救恩,直接藉著溫柔、謙卑、忍耐和與神和好的力量,使我的生命有屬天的德性。
「並且要作這更大的事,因為我往父那裡去。」約翰福音十四章12節
祈禱不是叫我們適於那偉大的工作;祈禱本身就是偉大的工作。我們以為祈禱,是叫我們得到較高的能力,去應付神的工作。但按照耶穌基督的眼光看,祈禱是我本已救贖的奇蹟,藉著神的能力,同時也是別人救贖的奇蹟。結果子之方法,是祈禱,但須記取的,這種祈禱是建立在救贖的痛苦,不是建立於我的痛苦。一個小孩能獲得祈禱的答覆,一個聰明人反而得不著。
你無論在那裡祈禱總是一種戰爭。不管神製造環境的方法怎樣,本分就是祈禱。切不可如此作想──「我所在的地方,不見得有用;」因為你不在的地方,你必沒有有用。無論神安排你在那裡,祈禱,常常向祂祈禱。「你們若奉我的名求甚麼,我必成就。」(約十四13)我們不肯祈禱,我們得不著奮興,就不肯祈禱,那就是靈性自私的極度形態。我們要依照神的指導而勞動,但祂指導我們的是祈禱,「所以你們當求莊稼的主,打發工人出去,收祂的莊稼。
通常的工人對於工作,是沒有興奮的,但是成功通常是工作勞作出來的;同樣基督的概念,沒有那些勞苦的聖徒是不會發現的。你慇勤祈禱,從神的立場看,是無時不發生效果的。當帕子揭開,一種說不出的驚奇必然發現,你可以看出你是慣於接受耶穌基督的命令的,已經為祂收穫了不少的靈魂。
「……亞伯拉罕信神……」羅馬書四章3節
亞伯拉罕的信心是向著神本身的,他認識帶領他的神,所以他對神有絕對的信心。
亞伯拉罕一生的秘訣在於他與神的友誼。他所認識的神是一位偉大、良善、信實的朋友。無怪乎他能聽神的話,從他自身所愛的本家本族出來,走向一條未知的道路。
除了信靠神的話語,我們是否已學會把自己全然交給神呢?神有無限的愛及力量,祂是與我們立約的主並永遠的好朋友。
經上告訴我們,亞伯拉罕因著信心而榮耀了神。最能榮耀神的辦法,乃是讓世人看見神是誰,以及祂的大能力。神並不希望藉著我們所能做的事,讓世人知道祂能做什麼;神也不用那些有乖謬性格的器皿。相反的,祂一直在找尋那些謙卑的人,並用這些人在世世代代中榮耀祂。